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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
i'm so tired.... i can't take the stress la. many people say i look so happy and relaxed and stuff. but not many know that it's just a cover. i'm really very,very, very,very tired. it's only the first term, i know. my brother got 100 for maths in the first term. Me? i failed my first ever test. how wonderful. i don't understand a thing. nothing gets into my head. i really regret even taking triple science. should have just taken single. maybe i'll be more relaxed? shouldn't have wasted so much time during cny watching tv. should have revised my physics and asked my brother whatever i could when he was still here. too late. he's gone. can't do anything about it.
i never knew what i had until i lost it. i really reallly realllly misss my brother. everytime i was in doubt, i always had the chance to ask him, but now, he's 7 hours away with a time diff of 3. what can i do? i come home at seven everyday and never even get the chance to talk to him. really wish for him to come back. but still. it's 4 months away. i really should consider dropping triple. i can't take it. i seriously need counselling. i've lost interest in a lot a lot of things. i don't get excited at any thing any more. even if there is. it's very seldom. i'm laughing less. much more cynical. and much much more moody. everything does not be to my favour.
i'm sorry for snapping at anybody. i really didn't mean it. i just have a lot of hatred within me........